Forgive and Forget

My head is pounding.

I can see the fait of my grounding.

I'm emotionally drained,

Even though I know this is something to be gained.

My skin is crawling,

This is something I've been recalling.

Forgive and Forget,

Something I'm afraid I'll regret.

Another thought that makes me more upset.

Past memories creeping into my head,

I can feel the sickness inside of me began to spread.

A horrible existence that I dread,

Everytime I come across this thought I want to run instead.

But, I rather just never thnik about it again,

And I would not like to explain.

Hatred is a powerful emotion,

Even more then devotion.